Fuck   
12:22am 28/02/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: fuck - fuck fuck
what an eventful day... ns boys district 5 champs it was a good game. after the game went and got some food and we dicided oh well lets go to fallon's cause novak wanted too. so its about 10:50 and were drivin and shes going slow so i pass her then she puts her high beems on, so were going probly 75 or so and we see a fuckin cop. i hit the brakes and slow to around 60(59.6) to be exzact, with fallon right on my tail with her highs still on.for a second it looked like we were safe but he pulled out and since she knew the area she pulled off on a back road and he continued after me. i tried to get away while not making it obvious but he got me. he did the standard you know why i pulled you over bull shit and was generaly being a real dick. the thing that realy pissed me off was that he wouldn't let me leave cause it was 10:59 and i never got around to getting sr license, so i had him call jimmy and it took him fuckin 45 minutes to find the place. it turned out he wasn't that bad cause he gave me minimum fine for speeding and no points. so 105 plus whatever the magistrait gives me for the after 11 thing but im gunna see if i can fight that cause i technicly wasn't driving after 11. one good thing is it happened with a good friend like novak and hes gunna pay half cause he wanted to go to fallon's. thats about it i8 just hope my dad dosn't find out, i think i can talk dee into a little game of don't let my father know about this, ok im pretty pissed off and i work at 9 so im going to bed
 
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update   
10:55pm 18/02/2004
 
mood: nostalgic
music: thirsty - i am
well lest see i dunno when i last updated so im gunna say lots of shits happened and if it concers you you probly know cause im to lazy to type a long ass update of shit i don't remember.
so today school was shitty like usualy and i had some meeting at work that was alot of bullshit but hey i got payed to sit there for an hour and a half so thats cool. after the meeteing me marcus and nick went to jays to film our comercial for advertising class. it turned out good the produck is called Mycoxygen its a herpies medicationm with a shitload of side effects ecludeing herpies (aint that some shit?). after we got done we diceided to film some funny outtakes that will only be avalible on the special edition dvd so keep your eyes open for that. we also filmed alternative styles of the comercial. i guarentee that noother group is cloase to as cool as ours but maybe thats cause the rest of the class are fags.
YAY!!! i just remebered that tomarow we are having stomboli for lunch WOO and brian will be happy on friday cause were having taco salad, come to thik about it we have a mexican dish about once a week. i wonder if that has something to do with trying to make our mexican student feel like hes at home. i personaly think they should take it up a step and have boarder patrol come chase th mexican around once a week , but ya know thats just me.
i don't even know what im talking about now im just rambling on abot stupid shit and im thirsty so bye
 
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BORED...   
04:08pm 27/01/2004
 
mood: bored
music: red hot chili peppers - otherside
winter fuckin sucks.. was sick and worked all fuckin weekend so i couldn't do anything. school was canceled monday so i got to sit around all day then go to work. today is tuesday got out of school early but still got to suffer threw the terrible classes. looks like there will be no school tomarow. and on top of how shitty my life is the bastard didn't finish putting the shower in so ive had to take fuckin baths for the past week. probly wouldn't be so bad but it takes a fuckin hour to fill up the tub. fuckin jaquizi it should have a thing so if only one person is in it you don't have to fill the whole thing up, and it realy sucks when you wait all that time then go to turn the jets on and it makes to many bubles and over flows just to piss me off.so fuck you guy thats putting in the shower.
 
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Fuck you all   
11:25pm 20/01/2004
 
mood: pissed off
music: koRn - counting on me
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your so lives care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't see
Lead the way, make them pay

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

Could it really be the day, today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
I'm going to hurt just not in time

Right now!
- I take in all I can now
Right Now!
- You've torn us all part
Right Now!
- There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now [x9]

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave [x2]
 
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update   
11:32pm 12/01/2004
 
mood: curious
music: koRn - counting on me
well i was thinkning and i fuckin hate you journal. i hate updating you. i hate looking at you. i hate everything about you you stupid mother fucker. i dunno why the fuck i made you.

well now that i got that off my chest i can type this damn update. weekend was shitty, work saturday realy fuckin sucked cause 2 water lines broke and i got to clean up the mess, then i didn't go to the shitty formal so i sat aroudn and played videogames. sunday was boaring as fuck like they are everyweek. today in school sucked then work sucked equaly.

my cell phone is a big piece of monkey shit with a few worm in it and it dosn't work so i think im gunna get insurance put on it and run it over with my car liek 50 times so i can get a new one.

and thats about it..

should i buy a system with 2 fosgate he 15s and a memphis 1000d amp? and is 350 a good price on it?
 
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10:48pm 07/01/2004
 
mood: drained
music: the who - behind blue eyes
carly's awesome and that's it, and shes realy hot too
 
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update for carly   
07:57pm 07/01/2004
 
mood: quixotic
music: trapt - headstrong
i didn't realy wanna update this stupid thing but carly wanted me to so i will. school sucks i got out early today to try to deliver the computer i build for my senior projet but the guy wasn't ghunna be there so i can't do it till fiday. i present next friday and i don't have a damn thing done. i tried working on it the past 2 days but i lack modivaion, and not just for the sr project. its almost the end of the first semester and i don't know what im gunna do. i have not applied to any coleges nor do i realy know what i wanna do. i tell people that im going to go to upj for a computer science degree but i fear i will not pass. in school the only class that is usefull for me and you would think i would try is a+ certification but i can't bring myself to do it. i just sit there and stare at the computer i don't even do anything like search the internet. i should try to work on my slide show so i can pass my presentaion and graduate so im done now.

and what dose my mood mean its a big word that i don't understand but it sounded cool
 
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hmm   
11:21pm 05/01/2004
 
mood: tired
well today was a shitty ass boaring day. going back to school sucked ass and then to top it off i had to work. work sucked worse than usualy cause as i was talking to my boss the girl i was working with comes up and tells her we were bored...WTF how can anyone be that stupid. so i end up getting a list of shit that can be done. i decided maybe some food would modivate me so i made a taste bacon cheeseburger, did some work then stole some food. now im tired so im going to bed
 
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not a bad day..   
11:59pm 04/01/2004
 
mood: tired
not a half bad day, woake up around noon and got pitched at for something i was still asleep so i don't remeber what. checked my lottery ticket, sorry i can't loan you a million bucks cause i didn't win. after all that fun i called lowry and got his ass outa bed to see if he wanted to drive to hooters cause he has a nice roomy car, but he made up an excuse cause hes a pussy. so fuckin 4 of us me jimmy brian and queer window breaker novak had to pile into the awsome can do anyhting truck of jimmy (HAHAHAHA).. so we go to pittsburgh and drive around for about 45 minutes because jim dosn't realy know where hes going like he thinks. so we get to station square and fuck around a lil while befor going to hooters, ya know brian was showing of his fence jumping skills and such. so we eat and leave then couldn't find anything else to do so jim decideds to go to the other hooters in monroville. both had there goos girls so i dunno which was better. so we come hom but iot was to early so jim wants to have some fun. wanted to hit a jump but there was a giant mud puddle and it didn't work to well. then we didn't knwo where were were but we saw this road covered with snow adn jim, decided since his truck is fuckin awsome he could go though it. when we got close you could see that someone already got stuck in it but he tried anyway, and guess what.... his trucks not that grerat cause it got stuck. so when we got out to push we were in like 3 feet of snow, when we pushed him out the dumb ass thought he could make it threw if he tried againmade it as bit farther cause it was in 4 wheel but still got stuck. after i realized the wheel wells were packed with snow and that why they wern't turning. we dug them out and pushed it out. after that we looked under the hood and saw the show was packed in there as well and it was stoping the fan from running so we waited for it to melt and tried to knock it all out so after we found outr way out that right we were kinda lost in somerset county...WOW. so then i came home and typed this
 
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Shit loadz of fun...   
09:44pm 03/01/2004
 
mood: bored
music: watching a movie - not listening to music
Saturday night in Somerset county... What could be better? Dose anything come to mind? That's exactly what comes to my mind, anything... For those of you who may not be aware Somerset is the asshole of the United States. I would say the world but only half of it is covered in shit, and I can think of places that are worse off, all thought there aren't many. So anyway there isn't shit to do. Novak wanted to go to the mall, but since that shit head broke the window in my car that was free, I have no transportation. And on top of that I worked 9-5 today and don't feel like going to the shitty mall I was at yesterday. I guess were doing something worthwhile tomorrow outside of Somerset, but I don't pay attention so I don't know where or what were doing. I'm getting tired of typing so I guess ill go back to the only wholesome entertainment offered in Somerset(and its not even that great cause we can't get cable), playing computer games. Goodbye
 
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